~Who Laugh Often and Loved Much~
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
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Oh God! It's been AGES since i wrote something here!

haha. this blog gonna die off. or maybe it died already. haha.

but the memories live on and will never die.

I still LOVE you blog! :)

Thanks for being there for me! Thank you!

5:06 PM;

Saturday, June 12, 2010
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You know, sometimes you are just tired of being urself all the time. We are not fixed people with always the same kind of mood and feelings all the time. Sometimes, we changed. But I wonder why some people just can't see the difference when you changed. Sigh.

I ain't a perfect person.
12:04 AM;

Tuesday, April 13, 2010
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Am I up to it?

.....

Is this the right path I'm taking?

.....

Oh God...

Why? Why? Am I that incapable? Am I that stupid?
10:30 PM;

Tuesday, April 06, 2010
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Ahhhh... Busy day everyday...

I want to have a break.
11:12 PM;

Saturday, April 03, 2010
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I want to change. Help.
8:52 PM;

Saturday, March 27, 2010
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Such a complicated world
8:30 PM;

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Such a complicated world
8:30 PM;

Thursday, March 04, 2010
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A Real BIG day tml.

It's either I cry or I jump with joy.

Or perhaps feel nothing.

Oh God, Please show Your miracle on me.
11:10 PM;

Saturday, January 30, 2010
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ARRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I know!!! Everything is just so stupid!

IT's ALL MY FAULT! I KNOW.

TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO WILL YOU?


God. I really really really don't know what i should do now...
please help me, I beg You.
11:07 PM;

Thursday, January 14, 2010
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Hey guys. I'm back.

I'm in 2S12 now. new year, new class, new friends, new teachers and new life.

I'm really scared of going to JC2. I'm not sure what I should do. but I just know that the time is simply too short and I don't think I'm prepared enough for the coming A level.

I'm left with less than 10 months to prepare myself. TEN MONTHS! for goodness sake.

Well, I just hope that I'll get used to this hectic life of JC2 and I just hope that I could also enjoy myself while working hard and smart to prepare myself.

So anw, lets talk bout my current classmates from the 2S12'10.

I think they are alright but sometimes I just felt that they are too quiet. haha. I mean compared to my previous class 1s14. The best and craziest class I've ever been. It's really an honor to be there. cool classmates and all. but s12 is not so bad either. I think we just need more time before everyone can bond together.

So yeap, I've got new physics teacher right now. kinda sad that Mr Ng is not teaching us anymore. but nvm. My this year CT and physics teacher is Mr Nordin! A real funny teacher. haha. The class, including me, love him lots! He's simply too funny and he makes every lesson very interesting and he's able to attract our attentions. today was my first lesson with him and I just couldn't stop laughing throughout the whole lesson. HAHAHHA! Can't wait for tomorrow's lesson. He's real good. lol.

Oh anw, I'm supposed to be the GP rep actually but in the end, change to the treasurer. haha. Zhen Jie is now the GP rep. lol.

so far, i havent really got the chance to talk and bond with the other students from other class yet. but hope all of us can be ONE 2S12 soon. Just like 1S14! ^^

Oh my, I really miss 1s14 lots. I wanna have a reunion. just can't wait to meet up with them. well, I already promise sylvester that we gonna have a 1s14 chalet after A level. haha. hopefully we could have 2s12 chalet as well. (:

alright then, I've gtg now. Got lots of things to do now. see ya and God bless you!


By the way,

CONGRATULATION TO BEATRICE for your O Level results! :D

hope you can get in to the course you desire. (:


***I LOVE SRJC!!!***
7:45 PM;

Tuesday, December 29, 2009
title:{It's not so easy to leave your home}

I'm left with one more week to go in indo...

what can i say?

Well, I'm sad of course. The feeling is always the same. I've never wanted to go back again. But I've no other choice, do I? I have to finish what I have started.

I'm scared of going back. I don't think I'm ready for anything yet.

I just feel like staying here and help my dad in his company and with my mom too of course.

It's kinda stressful working and i can see that through my parents' everyday lifestyle. they are working very very hard to manage the company and sometimes it hurts me to see them working so hard. How I wish I could do something to help them. but I'm extremely proud of them. I really am. I love them a lot. they are really my everything. without them, I'll not be here today. Thanks dad! Thanks mom!

I still don't know how to show my greatest gratitude to them yet except to make sure that I make them proud. But I promise to myself that I'm gonna do something for them in the future when I'm more capable. I promise that.

So yeah, i have to leave them again soon. The sadness of leaving. Some of you may not know how it feels but trust me, the feeling is more than you can imagine.

I'm not ready for next year. I'm not ready for A level. Everything just went too fast.

I'm not sure what I shoud do now.

Anw, I've design a new thick hard cover book for myself. Asked my dad to help me. Well, it's gonna be something like my diary cos I just realize that at times, its really impossible to write all my thoughts here.


*The Lost Symbol is finally found
12:34 AM;

Friday, December 25, 2009
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First of all,

Merry Christmas to all!

ah, i guess I'll write my thoughts on other day...

Good nite everyone!

Praise to God, King of all Kings!
2:27 AM;

Monday, December 21, 2009
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Time is running out...
1:17 PM;

Thursday, December 17, 2009
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Why do I feel so weird?

Why?

I simply don't understand.

I feel... I don't know.

I don't know how to describe it. Sigh.

Why should I do?

Arrrggghhhh..
10:57 PM;

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ehh...

I dunno how to say it.

okay, I had a really weird dream last night. hmm not last nite actually, it was this morning.

in that dream, it involved quite a number of people. my teachers were there too. one teacher was greatly involved in my dream and i could still remember what happened very clearly. it looked so real!

omg.

alright. will talk some other time.
6:32 PM;

Monday, December 07, 2009
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Today is Mr Leow's birthday!!! :D

Happy birthday Mr Leow!!! :) He's my secondary school physics teacher and he's a real nice teacher too! miss talking to him lots. it's been sometimes since we last met each other. ahh, i wonder how is he doing now. Think he's doing good. haha.

so yup, my brother flew off to spore already and my sisters are on their way to fetch him at changi.

Oh OH Oh OHHH!! anw!!! have i told you that I'm getting the guitar? haha.

YUP! my parents actually was about to get me the new yamaha guitar yesterday but unfortunately, there's no stock. but its alright, i've already decided to get the classical one and I'm going to get the guitar once the new stock arrives. hahaha. sooooooooo happy!!!

Wooohooooooooooo!!! XD

cool isn't it?

I was just talking to the person in the shop and i was kinda confused at first. classical or acoustic? then i asked my parents and they just said, up to me, which one i want. so decided to get the classical one. haha. so gonna try learning that soon.

ah for now, i shall end this post first. gonna update soon! haha.

Lots of free time to blog huh. lol.

Oh anw, BON VOYAGE to Li ying who's leaving to ShangHai tomorrow! (:
4:44 PM;

Sunday, December 06, 2009
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Problem you faced if you work in a restaurant and don't know how to speak english.

Waiter: Mau makan apa sir, m'am?
Tourist: Hmm.. I'm not sure.. what do you have here?
Waiter: Kepiting.. kepiting.. oh apa sir sama m'am ke sana saja, go there there.. pilih sayur..
Tourist: Huh?

Waiter: there, there, CRAB.. (pointing to the aquarium full of crabs)
Tourist: ok ok sure. WE'll order that.
Waiter: Tunggu sir, wait wait. Ladies or gentlemen? crab.. mau nya ladies ato gentlemen???
Tourist: WHAT???????


HHAHAHAHAHHA!!! OMG!!! XD

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Anw, my dad was laughing at that joke like some crazy man! hahaha.
Oh and my brother's flight was cancelled. he was not allowed to take the flight cos he was under 14 years old. lol. He was on the plane already and someone got there and ask him to come down and we came back all the way back to fetch him back. hahaha.
12:07 AM;

Friday, December 04, 2009
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Okay!

I'm back to my dad's office again!

LOL. cos my brother stopped doing his work. --''

Lazy boy. Anw, he's going back to spore tomorrow to take tests again and he's not studying properly. Just hope that he'll be able to get a school when the results release on the 22nd of december.

so yeah, don't think I'll have mood to do my homework. For goodness sake, it feels like a total end of year holiday for me. arrrggghhhh... >.<

Oh btw, I'm going to 2S12 next year! I'm so so so so so have no idea what to say. i'm not sure whether I'm supposed to be excited, happy, scared or I dunno. How? my two best friends are in the other class. true that there are still some cool 1s14 cool mates who'll be in the same class as me. and another sad thing, Mr Ng not gonna be my CT next year. sigh. I don't think I've thanked him enough for teaching me and guiding me all these time.

Class video was not shown fully too cos of sh0rt of time.

hmm.. time flies real fast.. TOO fast that I hardly can catch up.

ahhhhh.... such a life.


I'm still waiting.
3:31 PM;

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Ah I'm in my dad's office now.

Going to the other room to teach my bother bout his compo soon.

Anw I'm still halfway towards the end of lost symbol.

Hmm so last nite didn't do anything much but was just exploring my brother's new computer. And my dad gave me a hard disk, 250GB! Hahahaha. Cool isn't it? Lol.

Still got few more stuff to get though. Haha.

Kk talk to you guys later! :D
2:27 PM;

Thursday, December 03, 2009
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I'm already at the airport now. Waiting to board the plane.

Ahh that airport security Guard is really very irritating. I know I brought something more than 150ml but hold on! How could you throw my stuff just like that?! Wad is this?!! I could still go out and gave my sis back the stuff rite? Besides, that thing is sealed and branded. You are like throwing my money on the bin! This is so crap and I really hate the system. I'll make sure you get it from my sis. Just wait.

Lousy guard.

Oh maybe you want it rite and that's why you purposely throw that thing in the dustbin.

Crap.
4:48 PM;

Wednesday, December 02, 2009
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I'm going back tomorrow and I've not packed anything yet.....

hahahha. well, thanks ci lian! hahaha. I know you are my best darling. you gonna pack for me rite? :P

*Silence means approval*

LOL!!! hahahhaa.

ya ya ya wait for me... I'm gonna start packing soon.. we still have lots and lots and lots and lots and lots lots lots of time. you see... we still have 15 more hours to go. long isn't it?

okay okay okay okay!! I'm COMING!!!!
11:32 PM;

Sunday, November 29, 2009
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OMG!!! I miss chatting with people using MSN!

It's been ages since I used MSN for online chatting! hahaha!

and omg Jun Guang and me are going to get it from the class! think they gonna kill us after wednesday! but thank God I'm fleeing on thursday afternoon! hahahhaha!! XD

But we are doing something really really really cool!

Its beyond cool actually. It's SUPERB & BRILLIANT!!!!

hahaha!

Well, that's all for now. Have to come early to school tomorrow to do some cool practice!

I promise after wednesday, I'll put everything in my blog! hahaha!

Nitez everyone!!! X)
10:57 PM;

Saturday, November 28, 2009
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Music does brighten up your life. I'm glad to say that music did change my life and I thank my parents for introducing it to me. 

And... 

True as it can be,

piano is the most beautiful instrument in the whole universe.
10:09 PM;

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Oh man... I'm so not in the mood to do anything now. Especially to study. Arrghhh... How am I supposed to study now if i'm just 4 days away from going back home? Oh anw Im not gonna bring back my guitar. My second sis has promised me that she going to buy a new guitar for me as my christmas present! Hahaha. I'm so happy!!!!! XD hahaha. It's so great! So I'm gonna get one soon! Haha. But I'm still confused. Should I get the classical guitar or the acoustic guitar? Hmmm.. Which one? I already have an acoustic one though. I think I'm going to ask someone expert about this one. Haha.

Oh anw, can't wait for monday to come! Hahaha.

Feel so excited! Haha.

Well, see ya then! :D
6:37 PM;

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Ohhhh I just simply love all my friends!!!

Nelson, liying, Melissa and Jun Guang are really the greatest bunch of people you can ever met. I think they are really cool. Haha. :D

And of course, we did something really awesome today and I just can't wait for Monday and Wednesday. Haha. Something cool is awaiting.....! Haha.

Anw, the lost symbol is a real nice book. It's just so exciting and although I'm still halfway to the end of the book, I already fall in love with this story. I think it's really nice. And honestly, I've never read so much before, especially a novel like this. Haha. 

So ya, shall talk to you again some other time! See ya and God bless you! :D
12:09 AM;

Tuesday, November 24, 2009
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Back home early today. There's only 1 lesson in the morning because Mr Ng changed the lesson.

So yeah, I'm watching tv now and Hi-5 is really very sucky now. They changed the people and the songs they sing are getting worse. My goodness. Anw today is my sis exam and wish her all the best for that! :D

anw last night was carzy. Haha. I was trying to use my I touch for skype. Well I managed to use it and talk to Nelson using it. It was so cool. Hahaha. But it's kinda hard as I wasn't using proper mic. Gonna try again tml using Nelson's headset. Lol. My I touch cool huh. Lol.

OMG I'm still watching Hi-5 and it's really --"

man.. This is crazy..
12:29 PM;

Sunday, November 22, 2009
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Today,

went to view house at simei green again and thank God the place was quite not bad and everything was perfect. Well, except the price actually. The price is kinda high. But we've told our parents and hopefully we can still consider it.

Anw went to orchard with Nelson today to accompany him to get a watch. Walking around at orchard like some lost cows in the city. Lol. We were roaming around, not knowing where to go. Haha. But the talking while wondering around was fun. It's real fun an enjoyable to talk to people, to change opinions, view of things and the different perceptions. I like that. Haha.

Guess that's why I love my JC friends a lot. Cos they are really very mature too and somehow, they share the same views of things as me. Ah well, to be a JC student is cool. To be an SRJCian is even cooler. And to be part of 1s14 is the coolest thing you can ever wish for your JC life. Trust me.
10:27 PM;

Friday, November 20, 2009
title:{Mr Ng's birthday celebration! :)}


Mr Ng's Birthday Celebration! :)


Yo! I just woke up from my sleep. Haha. I went home today about 4 and read the lost symbol for a while and fell asleep till just now. Crazy isn't it. Haha. So yea, let me tell you what happened today.

We're actually celebrating Mr Ng's birthday today. It's supposed to be tomorrow though. Haha. So since op we already started planning and this week we did the black book that we gave to him as the birthday present. Monday, we went to order cake at kovan and bought the necessary things for the book. Started doing since wednesday till yesterday and the book turned out up be very nice till we want to keep it. Hahaha. We really really really hope Mr Ng will like it.

Well he wasn't very surprise though cos somehow he already knew that we gonna celebrate it for him. But from the smile on his face, I could see that he appreaciate this a lot. Thanks s14 for working together. :)

Mr Ng was really happy for this and I'm very HAPPY too! I'm so happy that he likes what we did for him. I'm really glad for that. Oh ya, I was so jealous when he took his guitar and sing. Actually, our previous plan was to be outside LT then I'm going to play the piano for him. But we found out that Mr Ng has to rush somewhere and that's why we have to do everything fast and I've got no chance to play it for him. Ah well.

So anw, after all that he sang 2 songs for us and yup that's how we ended the celebration. When Mr Ng was singing, then the class gathering around him, that was really the best part. I almost want to tear because I know that this will somehow be the last time we as a class with Mr Ng could gather together. Oh God, I just don't want to leave.

We also took a group picture at the end of the celebration and yup, it was a real nice one because everyone was smiling and you could see the smile and happiness on everyone's faces. Another successful event and everything went smoothly and it was GREAT!

Btw, I also gave Mr Ng a bar of chocolate and i was real happy to see him smile when I gave him that. Until now I'm still smiling remembering what happened today.

*Thanks Mr Ng for being such a great teacher and friend to me. Thanks for being such a nice, loving, caring and passionate teacher! And thanks for being part of 1s14 family and most importantly for touching our lives and made a difference in each of us. Thank you soooooooo much and we love you!*

Thank You Lord for all you've given to me and for all the things that I cannot see.

Thank You Lord! Thank you so much for blessing all of us. Thank You and praise You God!


Forever 1S14! (:

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7:11 PM;

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I'm so super duper uber HAPPY today!!!!!! XD

Great and awesome!

1s14 rocks! Thanks Mr Ng! X)

Thank You Lord!!!
4:01 PM;

Tuesday, November 17, 2009
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Oh dear. Its been qiute some time since I last blogged! so many things that I want to write here but don't think I'll be able to.

Anw, I've been sleeping a lot lately. Really a lot. Just feel like sleeping all the time. Man..

So yeah. I've got quite a few things to do; do econs correction, read The Lost Symbol and The Tipping Point. I don't think I can finish all that soon. My Econs still waiting for me and I've not done a single thing.

Btw, PW is finally OVER!!! No more drafts and all. But miss the OP training though. It was really really fun. Love those time and the fun we had together. It was cool. HAHA.

I also watched 2012 TWICE! lol. crazy, isn't it? watched it once with my sisters on the 13th of november and watched it again today with nelson, liying, melissa, jun guang and walter. haha. today was kinda fun. you know why? cos today's lesson ended at 9 o'clock! Cool huh! hahaha! so fun! but miss my dearest physics lesson. Hope tomorrow gonna be even more fun.

Suplementary lessons are qutie ok but the bad thing about this whole suplementary lessons is that its all lecture and i really can't stand it. I much prefer tutorial and i think that is more effective too. cos teacher will be able to concentrate on a smaller group of students. well, just got to bear with it for the next 2 weeks.

Anw, I'm going back to indo on the 3rd of december. haha. Gonna meet my parents and sisters and brothers. and you know wads the best thing? We are gonna celebrate NEW YEAR 2010 as the whole family in my home sweet home! Its been sometimes that we celebrate togethere alright. cos usually always my sis always in spore, then my parents and brother and me in indo. So yeah, now finally everyone back to indo!! Oh! Just can't wait for it to come. hahaha. happy! XD

Anw, besides that I'm getting a new bag and guitar in indo too. hehe. think I've lots of things to do and buy too. lol.

Alright, gtg now.

I still got lots of things to do.
(1S14 video, read my books, plan something great, econs correction)

Alright then!

God bless you!!! :D

Thank You Lord! Saviour of all men!


MERRY CHRISTMAS 2009 & HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 in advance! (:
8:44 PM;

Sunday, November 01, 2009
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Hey there!

I'm back again. :)

Hmmm. I'm not sure whether I'm suppose to write this entry in a sad or happy mood. Ah well, let me just write it here.

I've just ended my commendation day and from what our principal said, we are no longer JC1student. So Let's address ourselves as JC2 from now onwards.

It's a good thing that i'm able to get promoted. But I'm quite disappointed with my result though. I should have worked harder. Well no point regretting. I promise I'll work harder next year and be the next top scorer for physics. Haha. 

Oh anw, I don't want to get seperated from my classmates! I don't want to change teachers too! X( I just want it to stay as it is now. I already love the class too much. They're a really great bunch of people. I could still remember the time we study together, chatting and laughing in benches, canteen and classroom, went for cycling, movie, class outing and chalet together. I miss those time a lot. Also during tutorials where Mr Ng, Mr Tan, Mrs Choy, Mr Chan, Mdm Robyn, Mdm Wong, Miss Neo taught the class and we make fun of each other and laugh in class. The stupid and weird things we did in class and other funny and good memories we had. Ahhhh! I really don't want to get seperated from you guys. X'/

I'll certainly miss you guys lots and lots. I thank you guys from being such a great and funny bunch of classmates for me. This is really the best class I've had so far in my life. I also wanna thank Li Ying who always been there for me whenever I need her and thanks for taking care of me. Thanks for always lending your ears for me too. Thank you. Also to Nelson, thanks a lot for giving good and mature advices. It's really fun talking to you. Thanks friend for being yourself and teaching me more things about life. Last but not least, to Melissa. Hey girl thanks so much for adding life and laughter in this group. It's a great pleasure to have you with us. Let's play more music after op! Haha. To the three of you, thanks a lot!

To all 1s14, thank you guys! Jun guang, thanks for making us laugh all the time. I know behind all those cheeky smile and your craziness, you are actually a real nice man. :) haha.

All in all, I love 1s14 too much.

Of course without the teachers, I won't be here today. So thank you all teachers who taught me, especially Mr Ng. Thanks for helping me all the time and thanks for being our guardian for the past 8 months. Thank you so much!

Oh man! 

I'm scared next year will fly even faster than this year too. Haiz. I'm not sure whether I can cope well. I'll still try my best though. Anw, i've got 58 points for my overall. So the principal talked to us and also invited us if we want to go to japan on January. I would really love to but I don't wanna pay so much for the trip. I mean if it's $2500 for 5 days. It's quite costly. But well let's wait till I get selected first. Haha. 

Btw, talking about my principal, I really think he's the best. Let me describe Mr Tan. Well, he is capable, charming, charismatic, nice, caring and cool! I respect him a lot. I really like the way he brings himself. Ah, I just like him a lot. I think Mr Tan and all the teachers in SRJC rock the school. Without them, school will be a real boring place. Thank you Mr Tan! Thank you teachers! :) Friends and schoolmates are also important of course. Haha.

You know wad? I just LOVE SRJC! It's great to be there. You'll never regret to go there. The school, the culture, the people. Love them all! Thanks everyone! X)

To SRJC,
Discere Servire!

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So tomorrow is my chinese a level. And yea I haven't even start studying. I really dun have the confidence that I can pass my Chinese. Haiz. I think I'll have to take Chinese again next year. It quite a sad thing to say.

Oh ya my band haven't do cip too. Going to plan with James after our op. And ya I'm going to watch a music concert with the band exco too! Haha.

Let's talk about op now!!! Omg I haven't start practising yet! Haiz. My ppt itself it's not done yet. Gonna do it soon later. 

Oh ya this month is going to be quite a busy month. I have to plan quite a number of birthday party. Haha. There're 3 special birthday! After op then I'll start planning. Lol.

Now I'm still on the bus. Just now went to view a house at simei. Gonna ask my parents to consider buying a condo there. Lol. 

I'm reaching home soon...

K then will talk to you guys again some other time. See ya! 

God bless you! :)   
2:37 PM;

Friday, October 30, 2009
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Waiting for Mdm Ong to come down now. I'm at concourse now still waiting for Mdm Ong....

Once she comes down. that's it for WR and we gonna start OP tomorrow.

Come on, HURRY UP Mdm Ong!!!!


OMG! Just can't wait any longer... X)
6:17 PM;

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A few more things and that's it for WR!
3:49 AM;

Tuesday, October 27, 2009
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God will make a way
When there seems to be no way
He works in way we cannot see
He will make a way for me

God is great. He is the saviour of all human kinds and He will be my God forever and ever. His love for us is just endless and He will always make a way for me and all of you.

I've been thinking of how to survive these tough times of PW. But when I heard this song "God will make a way", I just knew that God will be there to help me and guide me through. 

Praise You God. :) 
The Saviour of All Men!
Amen. 
9:07 PM;

Monday, October 26, 2009
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As The Deer

As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after thee
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee

You alone are my strength my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship thee

You're my friend and You are my brother,
Even though you are a king.
I love you more thank any other,
So much more than anything.

I want You more than gold or silver,
Only You can satisfy.
You alone are the real joy Giver,
And the apple of my eye.
2:14 AM;

Saturday, October 24, 2009
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Ahh. This is such a complicated world. It's hard to write it here but nvm I'm still gonna write it anw.

It's absolutely impossible to be a truly good person. To be someone who ALWAYS do the good and Love everyone in the whole world. It's really impossible to simply hate no one, well, except if you are God. So yea, you just need someone to make you hate him/her and that's it, you are no longer a good person anymore.

As for me, I'm not a good person. I used to hate many people, some with good reasons and some just simply because I didn't like. So, I was thinking. Why didi I hate so many people? Is it because I'm being unreasonable? Or what? 

Then I started to put myself in other people's shoes. Well, I have been doing that to some people since long time ago but not to these people who I didn't really like. What if I'm him/her? How would I feel if someone treated me like the way I did to them? Is it fair? Do they have their own reasons from doing those things? Would I want someone to treat me like that? 

The answer is obviously a No. 

Perhaps it's all my fault. I'm the one being unreasonable. Why do I need to waste so much time on this? I want to be a good person. I've always try to do good things. So now let me start afresh. I want to start a completely new day. I'm not gonna hate anyone from today onwards as i believe that when some people do something that I don't like, they must have a good reason for it. So let's don't be so unreasonable and I'm going to learn to understand people better. It is, of course, not an easy thing to do and it's going to take me sometime to be able to do all this. Nevertheless I'm still going to do it. At least I'm gonna try. 

From today onwards, I hate no one. :)

Anyway, went for Nike Human Race 2009 today. It was cool. The feeling, the atmosphere, the people, the stage, etc, were totally awesome. It's so cool to see so many people running at the same time with same t-shirt! Hahaha. Well, everything was magnificent. Took  quite a number of pictures with my classmates too! And again, they Rock! Hahaha. Love my class lots! XD

SRJC also won the school category champion! Wohoooo! Haha. it's kinda expected. Lol. Champion of Nike Human Race 2009! Cool huh. Great. My school rox! 

After all that running and sweating, my classmates and I went for lunch at marina square. Finally found the claypot rice! Have been finding it all around spore and finally! Haha. It's really not bad. You all should try it. Walter ate the same thing too. Haha. It's really nice. 

So after that, went back home, bathed and slept. Oh before sleeping I was watching angles & demonds. Haha. I just realised that it is quite a complicated show too. Lol. But it's still a real good show though. So now going to have dinner soon. 

Anw my second sister regretted for not joining Nike human race. She thought I'm going to run all the 10 km then she was worried she has no friend to run with. In the end, I only ran about 2km plus then I walked all the way to the ending point. Haha. Nvm, she shall join next year! Yeah!

Btw, my brother going back to indo tomorrow. Good rite! I want too. I wanna play my piano and get a new guitar. Hehe. Of course I wanna meet my parents and my uncle too. Haha. 

Alright then gtg now. See ya! 

God bless you all! :D
6:20 PM;

Friday, October 23, 2009
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I really have nothing to say. 

I seriously don't know who to blame. She? He? Or myself?

Who's at fault? Don't tell me it's nobody fault. Tell me!  

I'm just sick of all this. Everything seems to go against me.

This is really the worst moment of my life in JC. 

Mr Ng is true. We can't be depending so much on her. But the thing is we need help from teachers too. And it's impossible to go to other teacher now. It's all too late. Besides it takes time for someone to understand the whole project. 

So what am I supposed to do now??? 

Just ignore everything and take it as if nothing happened? Wow. 

For goodness sake, I can't even study Chinese now and a level is like in less than 2 weeks time. 

Ah WADEVER! 
7:28 AM;

Thursday, October 22, 2009
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Hey guys! 

I've just gotten back my promo results. They gave us back yesterday for checking and well more or less you should already know whether you are going to make it or not next year. So yup, surprisingly, I did slightly better than mid year. Lol. I thought it's going to be a disastrous but it turned out to be a little bit alright. 


BUT...

It's seriously below my expectation. I knew that I can do better than what I have know. It's just that I've not work hard enough. I'm quite disappointed with some of the results too. Especially maths and physics. I did put an extra effort for maths as I started revision kinda early before the paper but in the end, I only managed to get a D. Actually I was quite fed up when I was doing the paper cos suddenly I just can't recall how to do them. Sigh. 

Ok then for physics. There's two reasons for it. Firstly, it's because I didn't do my best for that paper and I did not do enough revision. Secondly, I wasn't concentrating for 45 minutes while doing the paper. I was like stoning for that 45 mins. My brain just stopped working. Too many things went through my mind. Perhaps I was too excited for my schedule after promo. Oh man... I regretted it a lot. Well next time i really shouldn't plan too much. Ah but well, it's over. I'm going to study physics like mad next year. I'll make sure I'll be one of the top physics student in SR. Haha. :)

You know wad? I simply love physics a lot!!! I just find it so so so cool! Hahahahaha. XD

Oh ok anw, I'm supposed to be in an angry mood. PW is such a....

Haiz. Nvm. I just can't wait for wr submission then I can....

Lol. I shouldn't say it here. Haha. 

Today something crazy happened. It's really maddening. I've never done such a lowdown thing before in my whole life before! But because of her I've been the bad guy for the past few weeks. Arrrrgggghhhh! I just don't know what I should do or say bout her. I give up. She can do whatever she wants. 

I DON'T CARE!

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Btw, if I didn't calculate wrongly, I got 56.75 points for my promo. It's really not good enough and I'm going to study even more harder and smarter next year. I promise!

So yea, gtg now. Still having school tml. Nites!!! (: 
1:36 AM;

Monday, October 19, 2009
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Somewhere Over the Rainbow
Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high.
There's a land that I heard of Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere, over the rainbow, skies are blue.
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.
Someday I'll wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops,
Away above the chimney tops.
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere, over the rainbow, bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow,
Why then - oh, why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow,
Why, oh, why can't I?

10:06 PM;

Sunday, October 18, 2009
title:{PW - craziest subject ever!}

I'm back again people. Anw, I've been using my I touch to blog lately cos I simply too lazy to on my laptop. Oh well, it's much more convinient to use laptop of course but i think if I get used to using i touch to blog, it should be alright in no time.

Oh btw, I have been busy with my pw for the past one week. Well, everyone is. Gotta hand in WR this Wednesday too and I&R on Tuesday. I haven't start on my I&R yet. Haha. Today is my slack day. It's been quite sometime since I last do nothing for the whole day. Haha. Actually plan to run in the morning with my sis but everyone woke up late. So yea, we cancelled it. Tomorrow will be the run then. I'll also be doing my I&R an WR tomorrow.

Anw, all my promo results will be out on tuesday!! Oh man... Haha. Excited but scared too. I just know that my results are going to be a disappointment. Sigh. Better don't talk about it. I'll study next year k and I'll make sure I'll be the best among the best!

Oh ya! I also joined the orientation group leader. Besides, Nelson already said that we won't need to come back during december holidays. So it wouldn't be a problem to me. I hope it's gonna be fun. My band will also be having band festival on the 16th to 20th December. I'm still deciding whether to go for it or not because if I'm going, then I can't go back to indo, which is not going to happen. But I want to experience it too. Oh God, I just don't know what to do. Please guide me.

So yeah, plan for tomorrow will be running in the morning and pw all the way till it's done (yea, hopefully). Lol.

Alrigt then, I'm going to sleep soon. See ya and nights!

(crap. I'm really worried for my pw. My sis said it's terrible and she gave a D grade for it. She also said it's not going to reach an A. Ahhhh! PW is just too hard for me an because of it I sacrificed something which will only come once a lifetime! Arrrggghhhhh!!!)
1:07 AM;

Wednesday, October 14, 2009
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mood swing today!

I have no idea why.

Dying to ask Mr Ng something. I wanna talk to him...
11:33 PM;

Tuesday, October 13, 2009
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Hello everyone!!

I'm back now. Well actually wanna blog straight after chalet but I was too tired. Besides I blog at the class blog. It was kinda dead. So yea, chalet was totally AWESOME! It was cool! I simply love it a lot and I love my class to the max!!! XD omg, it was really really fun to spend time together with the class. We are now quite bonded too. Haha.

Well first day activity wasn't that much so it was kinda random. Lol. We first went to the chalet place and then met liying there with her aunt. Her aunt helped us to book the chalet place because she has the NTUC card. Thanks aunty! :) so yeah, then we walked all the way in to our room. It was quite far from the entrance gate. Once the room was opened, the guys went wild and jumped onto the bed. Man.. Kids are always kids. Lol. After that, we stayed in the room for some time and decided to go to e-hub to play pool. So went there and booked 2 tables. The girls didn't play at all except me. Don't understand why. I played with Nelson, Jia Xian and nithish. Me and Nelson won the game anw. But it took quite sometime for us to finish the whole game though. Hahaha. Played for an hour and they went to arcade while me, nelson and liying went to buy some finger food.



So yeah, while waiting for me to finish the food, the rest had finished playing in the arcade. nothing much to play, i guess. we then walked around and bought some drinks. went back to chalet and continue playing card games. POKER!!!!! hahha. got kinda addicted now. but no one playing with me. haha. after that went for dinner and bought movie tickets. It took us quite some time to decide what to watch. i was like trying hard to make them watch meatballs with me. hahaha. but it didn't work. so in the end they chose to watch Sorothy Row which i think a waste of money. I didn't even understand what was the story about. Its really LAME. but nevermind its worth the shouting and all. lol.



Went back to chalet again about 2 a.m. and we continue with POKER!!!! LOL. I think the highlight of the whole chalet was POKER all the way. HAHA! XP we played till morning around 5.30 a.m. should be around that time. Oh ya! we also drank Vodka! well not really the girls though. we only tried. the guys finished it all. they went drunk and started to laugh. nelson was laughing too. but without any reason. marcus' face was completely red too! he looked like he just saw... well, something like the one in sorothy row movie. hahahhahaa!



Then melissa and me slept on the floor and the guys slept on the bed. what has the world become to? lol. melissa couldn't get to sleep in the end. The floor was too hard for here and it's beyond cold down there. sorry melissa!



The hillarious thing was at 11.20 a.m. in the morning, Sylvester suddenly asked about the time. his voice was quite loud too. So I woke up and replied him that it was 11.20. I was shocked I thought something had happened and when I asked him why, you know what he said?



He said, "wahhh. Lucky! Still can watch spongebob!"



I was like.....................WAD????!!!!!............................



LOL. we were laughing like mad! but in the end, everyone woke up and start staring at the TV with spongebob and patrick inside the screen. OMG. hahaha. its so funny! XD



Second day! the guys went to bathe, then girls' turn. went for lunch and shop around e hub again. we also went to the rental place and asked about the overnight rent of bicycles. We headed back to chalet again and...POKER...again! See la! full of poker. haha. oh ya! Learnt to play taidi (is that how you spell it?) from sylvester. hehe. He's quite a good teacher. explanations were very clear and easy to understand. hahaha. Thanks Master! XP



Start bbq now! Oh before that we went to rent the bike. rented it for the whole night cos we thought of going for night cycling. anw, I also thought that mdm jess wong will be coming but later she said that she wasn't feeling well. so no choice. then when I called Mr Ng, his line was busy but when i looked up, I heard someone said "Hey Mr Ng!". So here he came. then the next thing he said was...



"Laurencia! You gave me the wrong room number!"



Then I was laughing so hard. HAHAHHAA!! I denied at first of course. hahahahha! I seriously didn't know about it. LOL. Then he showed me the msg that I sent to him and yea, its the wrong number. hahaha. :P sorry! after that, I chatted with him for quite some time before yue ying joined the conversation. He told me about the Physics Olympiade and asked me to concentrate on my WR. I was quite sad and disappointed at first but I know he meant well. but now, I really want to go for the olympiade! X( It sounds so exciting and fun. Oh man... I wanna go...



Haiz. So yeah, Mr Ng was like keep reminding me to not to give up my PW and chinese. haiz. but I think he really rocks! I just admire him a lot man. he's such a great and nice teacher. He always encourage people to do well. I mean he's just way to nice. oh and I also treat him like one of my friends too. ohhh dear, he's just good. I really hope he can be my teacher again next year. pleeeeaassseeeeee..... I want him to stay teaching me.



Anw Mr Ng, thanks a lot for coming! hope you enjoyed the chalet! (:



After that Mr Ng talked to us for a while and we went up to our room to chat. played a few random but fun games with Mr Ng and the rest. It was a very funny and memorable time. haha. after the games, took a few pictures and he has to go. so yea, he went home after that.



Next, we went for NIGHT CYCLING! wooohoooo!!! cool rite?


actually me, li ying and melissa wanna back up. we suddenly changed our mind cause we just realized that outside was quite dark. It was very dark actually. then quite scary too. but in the end we just go on with the plan. start cycling out of downtown east and on the way there....



Marcus injured his fingers. It was bleeding non-stop! everyone was kinda panic but the guys were so brotherly that night. everyone! sylvester, jia hua, jun guang, zhao xun, nelson. everyone of them. It was really obvious that they do care a lot for each other. I was really proud of my class at that very momment. very very very proud. well done guys! (:



So while waiting for help to come, suddenly 2 police cars passed by. first car stopped and asked what happened. I was stunt and scared. haha. I thought we were in a big troube but they were actually looking for a group of youngers (malay/chinese). Must be because there are some problem. So to keep ourselves safe, we moved to the bus stop where there were more lights and better lightning.



after that continue cycling till 4 in the morning. it was quite crazy. we cycled continuesly for almost 4 hours. around 2o+++ km i think. it was very very very dark and quiet man. super isolated. we reached changi beach sat there for sometime.talked with the girls and we cycled back.



Overall, night cycling was quite an expirience. real cool man.



btw, didn't sleep at all that night. was super tired in the morning. anw,was talking about movie of da vinci code and angles and demons. sylvester was so excited about it. hahhaa.

morning came and everyone went home straight. too tired to do anything. so everyone went home to rest.



all in all, the whole chalet was a success! I think everyone was contented and had a great time there! I'm really happy. My class rocks man! I Love you guys a lot!!!! XD



Thanks everyone for coming. I love you guys! X) Thanks for making it very memorable. It was really sweet.



Guess that's all for the chalet. I wanna sleep now. tomorrow still have to do my pw. see ya later! I love my pw group now. hehe. They had started working hard now. thanks guys. I hope we can do well. (:



but... I still want to go........Physics!!!!!!!!

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9:08 PM;

Friday, October 09, 2009
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Hey guys!

Well, I'm going for chalet tomorrow! But i haven't pack my bag yet. Haha. : P I'll do it tomorrow morning alright. Lol. So anw, the teachers didn't really reply my msg. Blame it on me. I didn't actually ask them to confirm with me whether they are coming or not. I guess I'll just MSG them again tomorrow to confirm the room number and their attendance.

Oh ya! Actually I'm supposed to plan my cca CIP activity with James too. Oh man, i'm really quite busy now. I'll also need to do my pw like mad next week so that I can secure my A. I'm not gonna depend on her anymore. She is just so bias, An unreliable and ridiculous person. I'm not gonna care about her anymore. I'll just depend on myself.

Ah better don't talk about her already. She is just a spoiler. my blood already started to heated up..

Oh Jesus Christ... Pardon me for all that.

So anw, thanks to God that now we already bought a house. Haha. So we moving out soon I guess . But some renovation need to be done first. So earliest should be early next year. But it's alright. Haha. Thanks dad and mom too. They just rock! Love them lots! They worked real hard for us alright. And also for this house. I really dunno how am I going to repay them enough for all their sacrifices, loves and cares.

You know wad? I'm trully blessed for everything I have now. Everything. I'm contented with everything. I have the best family ever, great friends and teachers. Fun people around me. Great school and marvellous house at indo. Ah I just love this world. Thank to my dear one and only God for all this that I have. Nothing is possible wihout Him.

So yea, all in all, I simply love my life.

Oh well, I better get some sleep now. Gonna wake up early tomorrow. Good Nite and God bless you! :)
1:43 AM;

Thursday, October 08, 2009
title:{I-Touch}

Hey there!!!

OMG my I-Touch is really COOL!

I simply love it! Haha. I'm really happy. Well, at least there's something interesting I can explore during my break time. Lol.

A new guitar is on it's way too! Hahaha. Can't wait to go back to indo! Anw, I'm going out with my sec school friends later and going for chalet on friday! Hehe. Good huh.

Haha. Oh well, gtg now. Anw I'm using my I-touch now. Haha.

See ya and God bless you!!! :)
9:20 AM;

Friday, October 02, 2009
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Woohooo!!!

Exams gonna over soon and good things are coming too! X)

Oh just can't wait for the promo to get TOTALLY OVER.

Gosh! Let me list down the things that I'm gonna do after promo. haha.

well, here they are:

-Discuss about Chalet
-Chat & Laugh with my friends
-Dinner with friends and sis and brother
-Get an I-Touch
-Buy stuff for BBQ
-Pack stuff for chalet
-Go to school on friday with things for Chalet
-CHALET + Cycling (3days!!!)
-Have FUN!!!!! XD

OMG!! I'm gonna get another new guitar when I go back to indo too! My parents already promise me that. (: Oh Great! So many good things coming! hahahhaa! X) Love it man! Love all my friends and family!

Anw, I'm going to move house too. cool huh. hahaha.

but the sad thing is that, my parents are going back to indo tomorrow. :(

Haiz. gonna miss them lots man. but well, going back on december though. but still...

so yea, I will still be having another 2 more papers.

Then, I'm gonna enjoy myself like mad! hahahha!!

ok ok, I think I shall continue blogging next time. haha.

See ya! Good Nitez! XD
9:07 PM;

Thursday, September 10, 2009
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I'm home early today!

simply because the weather is just too HOT! I can't stand it!

Oh man. This Gobal Warming thing is burning me!

That's why I chose to go home to enjoy the air-con. HAHA! XP

...

ah, anw, yesterday I had lots and lots of fun with nelson, li ying, Jun Guang, Melissa and Mr Ng! celebrated Nelson's birthday and gave him 17 suprises. haha. Oh well, everything went well I guess. Mr Ng joined the fun too and he played the guitar. haha! Damn cool! I'm so so so jealous. Nvm. I'm gonna learn it hard after promo kay. haha.

Tomorrow is my sister's birthday anw! and we going to prepare her a special meal. haha. :P

Well, gtg now. I wanna watch some video of black hole first. :P

see ya!

"ohhh 4th dimension, where are you?"
3:51 PM;

Sunday, September 06, 2009
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OH God!

Look at the time now!

Firstly, I didn't wake up so early in the morning to blog.

I'm awake from last night till now (I didn't sleep at all T.T the whole night) because I have to edit my PW chapter 3 and do my Chapter 2.

I feel like dying now.

Oh man.

I really have to settle some things with my group members. I can't do this alone.
I will go crazy if this continue.

Ah, I shall stop here. I'm going to get some sleep now.
Still have to do Econs PROJECT! OMG!

You know wad? I simply hate group work.

Haiz. No use complaining though.

Very well then! Going to sleep now.

Good nite!

errrr...

I mean Good Morning!

ZZZZzzzzZZZzzzZZZzzzzzzzzZZZzzzzz

=.=
6:06 AM;

Monday, August 31, 2009
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First of all, Wishing all teachers in the World a

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!!

Had a really wonderful day today. ohh I just love school soooooooooo much!

WEll, I shall really write everything that happened today. every single little things!

So let me start alright. Last week I've been practising a piano piece for teachers' day celebration. It went well I guess and I just LOVE each and every moment when I played the piano. It's really an honour to be able to perform in front of the whole school and to play this simple tune on the piano for all the teachers in SR. Thanks nelson! (: I feel GREAT! I hope the teachers and all SRJCians enjoy our performance and also the rest of the celebration prepared by the student councilors.

Btw, I was kinda nervous in the morning. I was excited and happy too! oh the feeling is just indescribable.In the morning I also rehearse with daniel, who's my partner, once. oh ya, then Mr Kok, the pe teacher came to the hall. He is a real nice teacher. I greeted him and wished him a happy teachers' day. He smiled and even lifted up his hand for a hand shake. I was kinda surprise, but of course I shook hand with him straight away. Nice! (:

So yeah, after the whole performance and celebration, i met liying, chermel, elina and melissa. we went around the school to look for the teachers to pass them the teachers' day present that we have prepared for them. so, first was Mdm Jess Wong! gave her the presents and the card that I made. Then she wanted to take picture with us! so snap snap! :) Next, was MR NG! haha! (X he is still the best teacher in SR alright! haha. Chermel gave him the present and I also gave him the card that I made! and he smiled. (: oh and he told me, "nice play". omg. I was sooooooo happy! feel so great. Lol. then we talked to him for a while and suddenly I saw MDM ROBYN!!!

She CAME back and never tell me!! X( So I didn't prepare anything for her!!! i feel bad. well, I feel real happy to see her. miss her a lot man! then luckily chermel and the other girls reacted fast when jia xian told them that he saw mdm robyn. they quickly made a simple card for mdm robyn with a our class photo. Oh ya when we saw her, I suddenly somehow shouted "MDM ROBYYYYYYNNNNNN!!!!!!" LOL. she also tapped me and told me my play was nice. hahaha. another thing that made me happy! X) haha. talked, talked and talked to her. ahh. how I wish I could chat with her and mr ng longer.

then we continue to search more and more teachers...!

unfortunately, we couldn't find some of the teachers and you know what we did? we called mr ng! hahaha. we ask him to help us to put the present to the respective teachers' tables. Its not really nice to do that though. but we have no choice. So btw, I changed back to school polo t and met yi lian. Then I went to yi lian house first while waiting for shalini to reach the old ping yi bus stop. Yi lian gave me a tour around her house. haha. quite nice and comfy. no wonder she always dying to get back home ASAP! haha. then I met shalini and all of us took 222 to ping yi.

Met few teachers and was quite satisfied talking to all of them. ahh. it brought back all the good memories. but wasn't really satisfied because only able to talk to the teachers a very short while. haiz. I dunno why. It just feel awkward and the teachers didn't seem to have anything much to say. :[ I also called miss ang and mr leow. same thing happened.

I guess whatever happened few years ago just a memory that we can keep. perhaps nothing matters much. Its true. Expect the unexpected. I thought going back would be really fun but it didn't seem that fun.

Oh after all that, went to KFC with shalini and Tasneem. Shakeela joined us a little bit later. Chatted with them for quite some time and when shakeela arrived, she started to talk NON-stop! LOL. XP so we were listening to her stories and lame jokes till 5! lol.

Headed back home after that. Was really tired today. On the way back I was listening to music in the bus and a few thoughts crosses my mind. Started to think about teachers again. Oh dear, I just admired them a LOT! they are great bunch of people!

I also messaged almost all my teachers and wished them happy teachers day and they made my day by replying a simple thank you with a smiley face on it. :D

When I reached home, I took my guitar and brought it down to the swimming pool and play it while accompanying my brother swimming. It's really fun playing musics. I find a freat pleasure and joy in playing it. Just LOVE it!

OVERALL,

Today was a GREAT DAY!!!!

Had lots of fun with teachers and friends!

School ROCKS!
SRJC Teachers ROX!
Ping Yi Teachers ROX!

Thank you teachers for everything! Thanks so much!

Happy Teachers' Day and God Bless You all! (:

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7:15 PM;

Tuesday, August 25, 2009
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I'm in JC!

Omg. yeah, I've just realize that I'm in JC now. Crazy, isnt it?

You know, sometimes I just wonder about all the small little and big things that are happening around me and things that happened to me. Like, what had happened, why did it happen, who's affected or cause it and many many many questions and thoughts. Some people may think that I'm thingking too much or I'm just being weird or whatsoever. but you know wad, its worth it to stop a while and ponder about all that.

As for me, currenty I'm just thinking why am I here; studying in JC, singapore and Living on earth. Just some random thoughts came to my mind these few days. I've been thinking hard about my life. the purpose why am I here in this planet earth living with other humans and other living things. Well, I may be nothing to the whole universe but for myself, I'm everything. so yeah, let me tell you. My purpose in life is to touch lifes and to make people happy. Such a simple, innocent, ignorant and yet demanding. I feel that living with others and makes them happy will make you happy.

I also simply love communicating with people. I love talking and sharing stories with others. You'll be able to see different perspectives of other people and its really fun! So I guess to achieve my purpose in life, I've choosen to dream as a teacher. I believe I can touch people's lifes and at the same time having fun discovering new things by being a teacher. Another way of showing others my feeling and thoughts is through music. I played the piano and some other instruments to express my feelings too. Thanks to my parents who introduced me to music and who have been great supporter and guardians of my life. without them, I'm nothing. they are everything to me. So yea, through music, I'm able to show others how I feel and also it gives me joy playing some tunes on the piano.

You might be wondering then why didn't I just be a music teacher? yup. that was my previous ambition. but as I grew up, I've changed my mind. I've found a new passion in science, Physics. I feel that through physics I discover more things about myself and the world. It excites me whenever I get to know why things are behaving this way and not the other way, etc. Its real fun and the feeling is awesome. Its just cool. Thus, I've decided to be a (physics) teacher and at the same time appreciating music in all ways.

I guess, my passion has driven me to choose this path. I'm in JC. A step that everyone has to take to get into university for further study which I need to go through in order to achieve my dream. Perhaps that's the reason why I'm here in JC.

JC -> University -> NIE -> Teaching

Yes. That's what I'm going to go through in the next few years. that's my plan.

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So, talking about the current life that I'm having now.

It is indeed stressful to be in JC because things are moving very rapidly. too fast. for me at least. I'm feeling the pressure now. things aren't going that smoothly anymore. For example, I've just gotten my test papers back and I failed maths, chem, chinese and my econs papers. Almost all the subjects except physics. but my physics marks has not been up to my expectation too. what happened? search me. Am I being too complacent? I dunno. I'm tired you see. I can't seem to win anyone. I feel so useless. A loser. Its frustrating. like what I said. Its not like in secondary anymore where you can get anything you want just by snapping your fingers.

I'm so helpless! I'm frustrated. Why am I so dumb? why? why? I don't know the answer. someone tell me please. I somehow started to dislike the JC lifestyle. I feel like a big loser. I can assure you, the feeling is maddening.

I just hope I can handle all this. Hopefully.

Oh ya, I just dont understand they way some people think. Maybe I'm too selfish and only believe in what i think is right. but sometimes, I'm amused by some people's behaviours. They can be real unreasonable at times. and I hate it when I can't do anything to change those undesirable acts. ah, who am I to change others? - yea, that's what people always say. but I can't stand it. what am I supposed to do then? just ignore them? Then doesn't that mean that I might as well live all alone by myself and ignore everything around me? Aren't human being suppose to help one another? Ironic. Indeed, a strange and extraordinary world we live in.

Anw, lessons that I've learnt so far in my life?
Sometimes you just have to be selfish and ignore other "unnecessary" things around you.

and many many many.

Oh well, the World is just too complicated for an ignorant girl like me.

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9:23 PM;

Friday, August 21, 2009
title:{Physics A Level SPA}

Physics SPA was great today. Ehh. yesterday?

Have lots of time to relax and had some spa treatment. that includes the massage too! (:



......





LOL. well, A level SPA is far from there all right. haha. I was laughing when I looked at my question paper. too excited I guess. lol. So yup! Overall was marvellous! I had lots of free time and finished the paper much earlier than I expected. I HOPE nothing will go wrong and hopefully I could secure the full marks to help me for my A level Physics too. Well, lets just hope for the best. (that's what my prev physics teacher always said) haha.

Thanks God for the help! (:

Ohhhh!! Look at the time now!
Better get some sleep now if not I'll be late for school tomorrow.
Ops. sorry. I mean today. LOLx! XP

See ya and God Bless all!
2:37 AM;

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
title:{}

"Why?"

Such a powerful word indeed.


Too many things running around my mind. I don't even know what to think first.


WHY???
9:52 PM;

Saturday, August 08, 2009
title:{}

Yesterday was totally AWESOME!!!!

Thanksgiving Concert Rocks!!!

SRJC is a real cool College!

I seriously didn't regret to be in SRJC. I just love the school and the teachers and friends there!

Anw, Thanks Mr Tan and all the TEACHERS for the magnificent perfomance. I'm sure all the students enjoyed themselves to the max yesterday.

Well, let me tell you what happened. I went to school around 3 and had band practice with the band of course and then went down to the plaza to be ready for performance. we were playing for ndp. The performance wasn't a good one and Ms Ong was furious and we are in a really big trouble. she was really mad at us. sigh* There's nothing else we can do I guess. I hope they learn something from what they have done. btw, lets not talk about this. it will just spoil the mood of my whole post.

So yup. after the performance, I changed to my home clothes and then quickly ran to the hall as I didn't wanna miss a thing. and WOW. performance was INCREDIBLE. I laughed and screamed too much that I almost lost my voice. The funny thing was that I didn't sit my classmates as I came in late so I sat with Linda and Nurul and the three of us went crazy. LOL. We kept screaming and laughing like mad and cheered for all the teachers although we don't know who's performing in front. hahaha. *Madness everywhere* hahahahhaa!! XD

It was FUN!! OMG! I just love it. I bet only our school has this kind of school event. and I'm sure the teachers put a lot of effort in preparing this performance for us. thanks teachers! Mr Tan sang a few songs for us too! He's a very very very impressive principal. I really respect him a lot. He is the best principal I've ever met so far. Thanks Mr Tan!

Oh ya!!! Then I saw my teachers doing all those funny things during the performance! HAHAHA! I'm gonna do something on tuesdayyy... hahhaha. OH I hope there'll be no assembly during CT period. I wanna go to class and have some fun and chit-chatting with my CT and my friends. hehe. :P

On top of all the good performances, the school still celebrate Singapore's birthday and sang the national day song and also school song (my fav part). haha. You can see and hear how proud all the SRJCans of our dear school when we sang the school song.

Conclusion:
Thanks Giving Concert was CRAZY and SPECTACULAR!

After all the fun we had in school, it didn't end just like that. We had a class outing!!! and the great thing was that Mr Ng came along too! X) so yup. we gathered outside the hall near the track and then waited for each other to come and we called Mr Ng to ask him whether he want to follow us for dinner and he said YES! haha. Great! first time he's following us for a class outing. haha. then waited for him and took some pictures with the class. Not long after that he came out and we headed to kovan mrt and decided to go to dhoby gout. Anw, not everyone in the class followed us for dinner. well, its normal i guess? but i still hope we can have the whole class to come for class outing. just for once. after all its a class outing isn't it? nvm.

Along the way, we chatted with Mr Ng and the boys are just so funny. I think my class rocks too! both the class and the teachers. never regret to be in 1S14. :) My class is really fun! we are the fun-loving people! haha. oh and in MRT, others were looking at us and they must have thought that we were with our classmates only, including Mr Ng. haha. and we did some stupid things like doing some physics experiments there. lol.

Anw, when we reached Dhoby Gout we still don't know what should we have for dinner and it took us quite some time till we decide what to eat. and yet, we changed our mind again and in the end Mr Ng said go to Park Mall. we followed him and finally found a place to eat. had fun conversation and laughed a lot too. haha! Was really enjoyable to have dinner together with friends and teachers. :) I just love it!

Jun Guang was really high yesterday. he kept laughing and laughing and laughing. oh and he kept singing too! LOL.

Oh dear, I miss those times when we first met each other in feb too. everyone was so quiet but look at us now. arrgghhh!! I just can't describe it with words. It's too hard. The people I met in SRJC are real fun people!

I love my classmates!
I love SRJC!
I love all the teachers!

I simply enjoy school life a lot! That's why I wanna be teacher!!! X)

School ROCKS!

Thanks everyone for making my day! :)

But on top of everything, of course, God is the one that makes it possible to happen. Thank You God for letting me to have such great people in my life and letting me enjoy my every bit of life. Thank You soooooooo much!!! Love You God!!!!

God bless you all!

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12:17 PM;

Tuesday, July 21, 2009
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Hiiiiiii......

First of all, HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE was GREAT!!! Love it!!! I wanna watch it again!!! XD

I simply Loooovvvvvvveeeeeeeeeee HARRY POTTER!

Anw, I'm quite settled with things now, i think. I mean for the my study. Maths and physics are quite ok so far. Chem and econs are not actually. I'm totally lost at Econs! haiz. and chem too.. well, I'll try to catch up again alright. will ask the vice president of the 22nd student council to teach me econs. haha! Well, CONGRATS Nelson!! (:

Oh ya, physics test was quite satisfying. though I dunno the result yet but I think it should be alright. I hope Mr Ng will give back the results tomorrow and I hope I will not be disappointed with it.

Btw, I still got lots of hw to do! I shouldn't be here blogging. lol.

Too bad, I have been busy with my guitar every night and neglected my hw and revisions and my mom and brother are coming tomorrow! X) gosh! I'm really HAPPY but I think I'll not be able to do my hw, let alone revisions. haiz.

My brother is going to study here in spore just like the four of us! (: so i think I'll be his "teacher" for the time being till his exam comes. Oh! And I'm going for band chalet on friday and on saturday, I'll be having "Zero to Hero" seminar! arrrgghhh!! that means that I can't accompany my mom! aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!! X(

Luckily she'll be here for around 1 week but I think its still not enough. haiz. how i wish I can just bring my whole house from indo and move it here to spore! that will be nice. hehe. oh crap.

Tomorrow I'm going to SATA straight once school ended. I have to go for health check-up and will be going with my eldest sis. ooohhhh. do you know why I have to go for this health check-up???

Let me tell you why.....

BECAUSE


MY PR GOT APPROVED!!!!!


GREAT!!! XD I'm really really happy!!! hahaha. Thank You God!!!! I love you!! I hope everything will go well till I get my blue card. haha. ^^

Well, that's all for today k. I've got to go now!
Take care and GBU! (:
9:18 PM;

Wednesday, July 15, 2009
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I know I'm not suppose to be here and blog but i think i really need to do this.

I've been thinking for the past one week. This question just won't go away from my head till I find a good answer to it. Well, the question is,"Am I good enough to be a Leader?"

Somehow, I feel that I'm not good enough to be the vp. I know that I'm new to this cca, but I'm sure I can learn and I need help and guidance and not people to distrust me and look down on me. Sometimes, I don't think they respect me at all. I simply don't understand why. tell me people.

Is it true that I'm not up to it? Give me a chance will you? I can't prove to you that I can lead if you are not giving me any chance.

I was a leader before. Just that it is in different field. So I'm still kinda new to this and I need time to adapt. So please give me some time.

but

I can give my word to you that I'm going to give my best and learn how to be a good leader here.

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Or is it true that I'm not good enough?
arrgggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!



***By the way, I HATE people who look down on me. So don't ever do that.
9:30 PM;

Sunday, July 12, 2009
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hey guys!

Back here to update my lovely blog. haha.

Anw, I know that I've promised to post pictures here for the past events but I'm kinda lazy and have no time to do it. So pardon me for that. At least I have those photos in my thumb drive now. so Its alright I guess. haha.

I've been slacking till now. :( I'm dead. haiz. I'm still stuck in this world of slacking....

well, I still haven't do finish my hw yet and I'm confused with my PHYSICS, MATHS and CHEM!!! argggghhh!! It's driving me mad. Maths doesn't seem like last time when I was in Secondary school. IT's hard now and there's so much thing to remember and all the chapters don't really link with each other and that's why I can easily forget what I've learned in the previous chapters. :( Chemistry MYE was a disaster. I don't know why i did so badly. well, the questions types were really different from the usual test, so I wasn't used to it and got a D for it. and when I looked at the paper again, I realised that I was careless and did quite a number of stupid mistakes. sigh. as for physics, I'm totally not satisfied with my result. really disappointed. and now I'm having some problem with the new topics. get quite confused sometimes cos I dun understand the reasons behind all the things that I'm learning now.

I told my friend that I can't just take things as they are. I've to know the rationale behind it and why does it happen in that way. I guess that's why I'm having problem with my maths and currently physics too. and that's also why I've been having problem with chem. Cos I feel that chem doesn't really make sense to me. haiz.

PHYSICS PHYSICS PHYSICS

I don't know why but I just LOVE it sooooooooo MUCH!

I guess because whatever I learn in physics explains about things around me? maybe.

I think I love physics because I'm able to understand it. haha.

Oh dear, I just love physics! X)

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btw this is my MYE results:

H2 Subjects:

Physics : A
Maths : B
Econs : S

H1 Subjects:

Chem : D
GP : S
Chinese : U

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Hmm. School has been quite fun so far. anw, didn't have any chinese lesson for the whole week and tomorrow is my CHINESE A LEVEL ORAL!!!! OMG! I dunno wad to say. arrghghhh. I think tomorrow will be the worst 15 minutes of my life in SRJC! gosh!

besides chinese... oh BAND! I'm the vice-pres for SRJC band now! hahaha. well, that's how i got my white polo t. lol. having farewell for the seniors soon and have to plan a few other things too. I think I'm gonna be busy soon. especially when the pw interview coming. ah. I h*** Pw!

last thing before I end. I hate childish people. I mean people who are childish in their thinking. really hate it. for goodness sake you are already in JC. please stop being so immature. I really hate it. please think before you do something. dun be so selfish. think for others too. I hate it when you do something just to seek people's attentions. Its pathetic.

Grow Up and STOP being so CHILDISH.
11:14 PM;

Monday, July 06, 2009
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I wanna have a BREAK.........................!

for sure, I'm not back to the study mode yet.
BAD NEWS. BAD NeWS.

Haiz. HAve to complete as much hw as possible today. if not I'm gonna be dead.

Well, before talking about all that things, I shall wrote something about the college day first before I forget. :P

So yeah!

SRJC 20th COLLEGE DAY ROCKS!!! XD

Kinda love it after all the tiring rehearsals though. hehe. Love the last part the most and of course the taking pictures part. hehe. though its really tiring, but I did enjoy doing all the ushering and stuff. I shall thank Mrs Neo for asking me to be one of the usher. gained some good experience there. :) So well, everything went quite smoothly I think. I hope all the prizes were given to the correct prize-winners too. lol.

So yeah, bought a new pair of shoes for the college day too. I LIKE it! :P My sisters helped me to buy cos I wasn't free that time. but its really nice. haha. quite happy with it. haha.
Anw, took quite a number of photos together with the four girls and Mrs Neo, Mdm Sis and of course Mr Ng! wahhhh sooo HAPPY!!! ^^

I promise I will post the pictures here once I get it from Chermel. hehe. Now I feel like buying one damn good camera so that I can take pictures everytime i want. but well, thanks to chermel for bringing her cam along on sat. I think I'm gonna love all the pictures we took! haha!

Oh ya! kinda regretted for not asking mr ng to take photo with me. but well, never mind. Hope there's still next time. haha.

Overall, just love it so much! The college day, ushering and photo-taking session! haha! Good Time & Good Experience with GREAT people! (:

OMG. Just can't wait to get the photo from Chermel and Nelson too. :P

alright alright. got to go now. Will post the pictures soon k! see ya and God Bless you! :)



1:23 PM;

Thursday, July 02, 2009
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BACK!

HW like Mad.

Well, back to JC again....

tired. I wanna have some rest! I wanna SLEEP!

anw, results weren't that good. Its simply below my expectation.

I'm just too DISAPPOINTED.
VERY disappointed.
Especially for my Physics.
sigh.

Perhaps I'm taking it too easy and was being over-confident? Perhaps yea. Will try harder next exam/test and will give my best shot. I hope I can.

Btw, today had a farewell party for Mdm Robyn. She's leaving the school. kinda hate it that she has to leave now. She is such a really good and funny teacher. she makes learning very fun. Just simply love each and every lessons of hers. I've always looking forward for her lessons and surprisingly it is GP! yea, General Paper and yet its not boring but really interesting. you know what, two thumbs up for Mdm Robyn! she's real good and nice. Love her lots. Thank you so much Mdm Robyn. It's been a pleasure to have the chance to be taught by her. Gonna miss her lots and lots! and I wish her all the best in whatever she gonna do next. I hope she'll enjoy working out there. Good Luck Mdm Robyn and God bless you! (:

Today's farewell party went quite well I think. though we failed to give a BIG surprises to Mdm Robyn but I think overall was good. feel kinda happy that it went well. haha. and Mr Ng came to join us! XD he's so cute! hahaha. OMG. It's just hillarious and funny! Mr Ng is soooooooooooo funny!!! real adorable. haha. guess that's why I like him a lot and of course that's why he is one of my favourite teachers. haha! X)

Had such a great laughter and time with them after such a long time. Thank you Mdm Robyn, Mr Ng and 1S14! (:

Tomorrow will have to go for college day rehearsal. ^^

anw sonething happened but just too tired to talk about what happened. besides it's a waste of time too. Guess, life is just like that. It has been that way since man was created. HUMAN NATURE. That's what they always use as an excuse.

forget it. Dun wanna talk about it anymore. kinda sick of it? yea, I think I am.

OH ya! gonna use my white polo t tomorrow. haha. So excited. I think the white shirt is cool. :P

see ya then!
God Bless You! (:
10:36 PM;

Sunday, June 28, 2009
title:{friend? yea rite!}

I'm seriously VERY VERY VERY SURPRISE and in a little bit of shock.

I really didn't expect this. Well, I've just learn a real good lesson. Thanks for showing me my "friend".

You know wad, people just WON'T remember any good things about you. NEVER. Nothing will go into their head except all the bad things you've done.

I just don't know wad to say. I'm just too AMUSED. ya, perhaps that's the right word that I can use here. I simply don't understand. How could someone do that? someone who I respect and who I called my friend?

For goodness sake, I AM NOT JEALOUS!

I just can't believe YOU will do this. Its JUST weird you see. and you DID it actually.

hey, you know what, I'm looking down on you right now.

and I will never respect you anymore! forget all about the past. Maybe its over.

I'm angry!

Not because of you didn't do that but you didn't even remember me? How could you?

I thought you were a good friend.
to me at least.
BUT
I was wrong.
Absolutely wrong.

now I understand what it meant by
"Expect the unexpected"

Friend?
Somehow I just don't beleive in that anymore.
2:36 AM;

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This is what i have in my pencil case.

12:29 AM;

Saturday, June 27, 2009
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Just finished watching a movie - UP "A TRIUMPH"

A really nice movie i believe. Funny and yet very touching too. It made me teared.

And there's some really good lessons that you can learn from that.

its just wow.

Two thumbs up!
2:52 AM;

Friday, June 26, 2009
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oh ya! did i tell you all?

I got HONOUR for my Piano Exam!!!!


Lalalalalalalalalaalalalalalalaaaaaa..............


Haha! so happy! XD
1:55 PM;

Thursday, June 25, 2009
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Oh crap. my sis going out with their friends for dinner.

miserable me have to go for dinner on my own. =.=
6:42 PM;

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BACK FROM CAMP ASPIRE!!!!

ya. back since yesterday. I was SENT home because I have a sore throat.

The teacher said it might be H1N1. few others students who were sent home and me were laughing. Its just weird. LOL. H1N1???!!!

hahaha. i guess we are all alright and still able to continue the camp. but well, the teacher didn't allow that. so have no choice but to go back home.

I'm kinda frustrated. well because i came back here just for that camp and i was sent home after the first day! --''

Its really unexpected. the 7 of us were sent home just because of slight symptoms of flu. haiz.

well, but anw, first day of camp was kinda unexpected. we had lectures since morning till dinner. i really didn't expect that at all. such a long hours of lectures and so many quotes. but i guess although it wasn't that fun, I've learned somethings. I hope I can use it in future. of course I hope that I can be a better leader too.

and yea, kinda sad that I couldn't stay in the camp. It's really wasted. and i want my white shirt!!! >.< I've no idea who's holding on to it now. just hope i can get it. haha. just can't wait!

Oh btw, I'm very excited to come back to school too! but I haven't finish all my homework yet! I'm seriously not in the mood to do it and the worse thing is that I can't do it cos I don't understand. arrrggghhh! why must we have so much hw. and there's still PW! Oh dear, I really hate pw. it's not fun really. I guess the seniors were right, PW is going to KILL you!

another reason why am i so excited to come back is because i wanna get my result back! I wanna see how did i fair for my exam. this is really the best part after every exam/test you take.

And WHY on earth is the timetable not up yet in the ASPIRE????!!!!
I have been checking on it everyday! I'm excited to see the timetable... come on. someone please upload it there....

So yea, I have been stoning at home, and watching DVDs! haha. well, I'm just bored. and I've been busy with my guitar too. :P have been playing it everyday.

Anw, my room is in a mess! I haven't repack my luggage and camping stuff. haha. alright2, i'm gonna do it tonight okay. just hope can finish cleaning everything by tonight. haha. :P

Alright then going out soon to have dinner with my sis. see ya!
God bless you! (:
6:04 PM;

Monday, June 22, 2009
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ASPIRE CAMP

ASPIRE CAMP

ASPIRE CAMP!!!


Packing time....
4:42 PM;

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sometimes i wonder...

Is life really that horrible? Is life that pathetic? Is life that unfair?
I don't know.

I feel sorry for them. But who am i to say that?

Sometimes, i just got confused. There's just so many out there who i think don't deserve what they got after whatever they have done in their life.

When i ask "why?"
The answer is always "that's how life is"

But i can't do anything too. I'm not God. Haiz. I just know one thing, i promise with all my life that i will not let my parents or my family suffer. Especially my parents. I'll never ever ever let them suffer. Ever.

I just don't understand how could people treat their parents with no respect. Its just wrong.

Well, i'm back to spore now and back to school life again. And i have another new motivation now. I'll do my best in everything for my parents. I want them to feel proud of me. I will make them feel proud. I will not disappoint them. I promise.

My parents are my everything. I just love them too much. I thank God for giving me such great mother and father. Thank You so much!
12:28 AM;

Saturday, June 20, 2009
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Going back to Singapore tomorrow..

haiz.

feeling weird? sad?

of course.
10:35 PM;

Thursday, June 11, 2009
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video

Lagu Cinta Tuk Mama dan Papa


Apa yang kuberikan untuk mama

untuk papa tersayang

Tak ku miliki sesuatu berharga

tuk papa mama tercinta


Hanya ini kunyanyikan

Senandung dari hati tuk mama papa

Hanya sebuah lagu sederhana

Lagu cinta tuk mama papa

So delighted to know that we are going to come together again in our own home sweet home...


1:06 AM;

Saturday, June 06, 2009
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I don't want to go back now

I knew this would happened..

I hate this feeling!

Why is life so full of troubles and confusions?

Why? Why? Why?

.
.
.

Can I stay here?

please?

Time. I beg you. Just stop for a while. too many things are happening. I can't handle all of them at the same time.
1:26 AM;

Thursday, June 04, 2009
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I've just realized how much I missed my home

My Mom, My Dad

My Family
8:09 PM;

Tuesday, June 02, 2009
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hey there!

I'm back. I mean to blogging. LOL.

Anyway, I'm in indonesia now!! feel kinda weird having to come back here though. haha. funnuy isn't it? haiz. I dunno. I just feel something is not right.

And yea, I just had my piano exam yesterday. I was like totally in a daze when doing the test. It's really crazy. My mind just didn't focus on the exam. i made lots of mistakes and my scales was disastrous! and my knowledge on the song really suck. arrggghhh!! i regretted it. really. haiz. i should have practise more and i think i need to go for counseling. haha. nahh. just kidding. I bet nelson need it more than me. HAHA!! XP

So, piano exam is finally over but it wasn't really a good one. I guess, the only thing that I can do now is just to pray so that I can pass or get something better.

Oh anw, nelson still havent email me about the econs project and camp aspire. I can't blame him though. He must be busy with his pre-u sem. and liying still havent email me the chinese project and i still have econs and pw project!!! OMG!!! I am going craaazzzyyyy!!

I also stuck at my chem hw. haiz. just can't concentrate. my head totally switch off once I reached indo. now, I'm only concentrating on playing my guitar and getting things to bring back to spore. haha.

Oh ya!! smtg happened when i came back to indo. will tell you guys bout it next post k.

by the way, gotta go now. my mom's calling me. see ya later!!! (:

anw, I'm using my dad comp now. damn cool. HAHA!! :P
4:50 PM;

Thursday, May 28, 2009
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I'm back again! Feel so good to be free from homework! haha. But I miss my tutorials though. especially Physics tutorial and a little bit of GP. :P

So yeah, I'm going back to indo in like 2 more days? I feel excited, scared, nervous and more! I dunno its just that I don't really feel like going back so soon. there's just too many things that I haven't settle here yet. Another reason may be because I'm trying to avoid my piano exam. I'm so nervous! It's my first time alright and I don't even know how is it gonna be like. I'm not prepared too. arggghhhh!!! it's driving me mad!

Anyway, Lots of things to do in indo too. After finishing my piano exam, I'm gonna have econs project and pw and physics and maths and chem homework and more and more and more...

I also need to get a new spect and gonna learn my guitar and piano. I think I'm going to concentrate on those two instruments first before I move on to another one. haha. Next going to be flute, clarinet, violin and harp! wow! as if i really got so much time. haha. maybe later after A level then I'll have time for all that. for now, let's just learn two first k. :)

Btw, I don't think I'll be enjoying my holiday "fully". Blame it on the school for not giving back the result now. They are keeping me in suspense! and I don't really like it. X$

Oh, come on. Just give the results can you? but well. rules are rules. They are meant to be followed. there's nothing I can do too, can I? so let's just wait till next term and prepared to get surprised by either your "WOW" result or your "*&^%$#" result. haha! XD

Of course I would want my "WOW" result okay. LOL.

Anw, Today physics lesson was great! SUPERB! really love it! Physics just ROCKS! haha!

I'm so excited for next term topics. They look super interesting and of course SUPER DUPER demanding too. haha. So peeps, let me remind you guys first. IT'S GONNA BE TOUGH! but no worries k. we've got great teachers to help us! :)

I've to concentrate on my piano exam now. so have to keep aside most of other things including physics. :( sadness. But After piano exam, I promise I'll get back to you again okay my dear physics! ^^

ALRIGHT, maybe this will be my last post before going back to indo.

So, wish me luck people for my piano exam and see you soon!!! XD

-God Bless You-
12:47 AM;

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PW is meant to kill students.
.NO kidding.

12:44 AM;

Tuesday, May 26, 2009
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Hey there!!!!

Oh God!! Thanks a lot! Thank You soooooooooo Much!!!! XD
I Love You!!!

I'm so happy today!! I really am! Tomorrow will even be better! Cos you know why? Besok aku ada lesson bareng (khusus) sama Mr Ng dan satu temen lagi buat Physics!! 3 Jam dan cuma bertiga loh!! HAHAHA!! Aduh aku tuh seneng nya bukan main!! dan dia juga bilang nilai ku buat physics juga lumayan bagus loh. hehe. Thank God for helping me all the way. Makanya aku juga lumayan sure buat smua exam because I know God is there to support me and guide me through. :) So thanks so much God! Love You!

Oh btw, PW has started. Lots of work coming in. I've got to be ready man. And Anw the school msg me last minute saying that there'll be econs lecture on friday and also briefing for college day on friday too and I'm involved! And I will have to rush back home to go back to indo!! arrrgghhh!! that means I won't be able to attend both lectures/meetings! So many things to do!! even during the holiday. haiz. There's just too many things! and I have like one..two..THREE weeks holiday! --''

But never mind. I hope I'll enjoy my hols. hehe. and my guitar will be following me back here too. so no worries. LOL. :P

alright will update again later. see ya!
God Bless you all! X)
7:55 PM;

Sunday, May 24, 2009
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YAYNESS!

Finally exams are OVER!! XD see the sparkles in my eyes…! **

LOL. Well, not really over for me actually. My piano Exam is like coming real soon and I’ve not started my research on the composers of my exam piece and I suck at my sight reading. Sigh. I hope I won’t screw up the test. My parents are like paying quite much for that exam. Gosh!

I’m aiming for distinction too though. Haha. No worries too, cause I’m gonna practice piano from tomorrow onwards. All the best to myself! Haha.

On anyway, talking about exams, I’m aiming for 3 As and not sure about other subjects. My target point for mid year is 65-70 or more. Haha. You guys must be thinking that I’m mad. But yea, I really hope I can get those results. (:

Overall, papers for all subjects except Chinese were quite good. For Chinese, I can’t do anything much with it and the whole paper was real shitty. If I can get S, I would be more than happy. I’m serious. Last paper was Physics. It was GREAT! I thought it’s gonna be very very tough like what Mr. Ng said but the whole paper turned out to be quite good. ^^ I’m really happy about it and I’m aiming for 85% result and for Mr. Ng to write “well done” or “excellent” on my paper. Haha. Just hope I can get that too. XP Oh God, please help me… I’ve tried my best. X)

Oh dear...
I just can’t wait to get all my results back! I’m like soooooo EXCITED! X)

By the way, I LOVE MY SISTERS! This year birthday present is adidas watch! How COOL is that! I’m SO SO SO HAPPY!! Really love it. It’s as great as the Jacket that they bought for me last year! HAHA! They always get me what I want! They are very good, aren’t they? Thanks a lot sis! Love you guys! XD

Went out with Nelson, Liying and Stephanie last night to catch “ANGLES and DEMONS”. It was a good show. I was like damn into the movie while watching and I cried for the wrong guy. Yea, they cheat my feeling. But I think the author is a real good writer! The ending was totally UNEXPECTED! Do catch it if you are free. It’s worth it. (:

Actually at first we met at VIVO but the movie available was only at 9 plus, so in the end, we went to Dobhy Ghout to check and the only time slot available was at 8.30. Then we went to Cathay and check over there and got the tickets for 6.40! Haha! After the movie we went to City Hall and headed to ESPLANADE (is that how you spell?) and chatted there till 11 plus. Took lots of picture and most of them were not-so-good pictures. Steph did lots of funny poses and Nelson was just snapping photos here and there. LOL. Had lots of laughter and fun hanging out with them. Thanks guys! ^^

Anyway, I’m going back on the 29th of May. Then I’ll be back here on the 21st of June I think and going for CAMP ASPIRE! Hehe. The camp sound quite demanding and I’m kinda scared of it. But never mind.

I’m so excited to play my guitar and piano again!! I promise I’ll bring my guitar back here. I will! And I also hope I can bring my clarinet back to indo so that I can practice and improve on it. Hmm, will ask Miss Ong about it on Monday or Tuesday.

Lots of things to pack…. Sigh. I hate this part the most when going back or coming back to Singapore. I’m just too lazy for it. But no choice, right?

Alright then, till next time, bye! (:

Things that must be done by next week:
- Pack luggage
- Practice piano and practice piano
- Do PW
- Get Physics Lecture book and Notes from Mr. Ng
- Watch Da Vinci Code
- Do research on composers and memorise them!
- Go for dinner with my friend before going back
2:16 AM;

Sunday, May 10, 2009
title:{Life?}

Hi everyone!

I was actually suppose to blog yesterday but I was so tired that I fell asleep while talking to my friends. I'm not joking.

Unfortunately, I had very little sleep last week. Well, blame myself for not finishing my homework earlier and my PI too. Sigh. I only slept for about average of 2 to 3 hours every day. Except for Sunday and Thursday nights, I slept only for about 1 hour. I look like a zombie now... Haha. I didn't feel good okay. It's horrible. I can't even force my eyes to open during tutorials and almost got caught in maths lecture. LoL.

So yeah, though Friday didn't start really well for me, I really enjoyed my Physics and GP extra lessons after school. :) I had a great time talking to Mdm Robyn and Mr Ng. Ohh dear, teachers just ROX! X)

Let me start from yesterday morning ok.
The night before, I slept at 5 a.m. in the morning and woke up around 7. You know why? It's all because of my PI! yea, shucks. oh, on Thursday night, I was still in school till around 10.45 p.m. eitt.. its actually outside the school. cos by that time the security guard would have chased us out from the college. haha. so yea, chatted with nelson bout few things. we were sharing some stories and vent some frustrations and unhappiness that happened to us. It feels good to have someone to talk to. :)

Btw, I went to school and was in the my own world for the whole morning. After that, I had PE and did a retest for my napfa. I managed to pass all stations but all the grades were much lousier than my previous one. Maybe I shall just do the retest again next term. haiz.

Anyway I didn't talk to my classmates much as I wasn't in the mood to talk. I think nelson was in the bad mood too. Then we went to physics class and maths lecture. I tried to stay awake during the lecture but failed to do so. my eyes were open though. but my soul, my mind wasn't really there. I can't do anything much can I?

After that I went to Chinese class and took a test. I did my best and just hope that I can pass. Chinese is fun to learn but i just don't like when I have to learn it for the sake of scoring or passing. It's giving me pressure and I hate it. I just want to learn it.

Went for lunch and its GP time! Mdm Robyn is really good. Love her lots! :) she made us enjoy her lesson and learn at the same time. She really made my day! Laugh a lot in class too. haha. Oh ya, after lesson ended, nelson, li ying, jia xian and me chatted with her. Talked about few things in life with her and had some sharing. such a great time we had.

Then we walked down to the concourse area but couldn't find any seat so we sat at the benches outside LT 1. Met Mr Ng and talked to him. haha. I was so happy. I don't know why but I just love physics and him so much! LOL. XP

I really admire him. haha. he's such a nice and caring teacher and of course passionate about teaching too. I'm really inspired to be a teacher!!! I'm gonna change the students' lives! Teachers are just GREAT. So anyway, xin jie joined us too and we asked Mr Ng few questions and everyone was so tired and almost dead, except me. I was so high. Just feel so excited when it comes to physics and mr ng. haha.

Mr Ng knew that everyone was so dead and he gave us this lame joke. Then I was like...DOTS...
haha. Oh and I shot him back with 2 lame riddles but only succeeded in one. haha. So funny!! XD

Alright alright. Stop talking about teachers and physics k. so I went to shalini's house today and planned to study together. but in the end, we just talked to each other and watched TV. :P Didn't do anything much there. But I had good time together with shalini and sindhu. ^^

That's all for the two days.
Conclusion: slacked for the whole day X(

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Well i just feel like talking here about things that are happening around me these few days.

Sometimes, I just look at myself and things around me and I couldn't believe my eyes that I'm in JC now. It seems so weird to me, wearing my JC uniform, talking with my JC friends and teachers and studying all these subjects. Surprisingly, I had been doing these for the past 3 months and was still not aware of it. You can say that I'm not making sense here but you know, sometimes people just don't use their brains to think.

I asked myself, why am I here?
To study? I don't know. But the answer should be a yes, right? But I still don't know why.

Study. Learn. Apply. Love it.
Learning is much way better if you follow this equation. :)
Don't go to school for the sake of scoring or getting good grades. Don't copy your hw for the sake of making the teachers happy and get you away from punishment. trust me, it will not do you good. you might as well don't do your homework at all.

Go to school, study and learn. "Learn" is a very strong word. for me, I think to learn does not mean that you have to know everything in the book inside out, but rather, understanding them and know why are we learning it for. Understand and do not memorize. It's much more fun that way.

I also asked myself, what can I do to change the world?
I looked at people around me and I told myself, "hey, you are so blessed to be who you are and for everything that you have". But I kept complaining again and again. For example, I remembered there's this one boy who helped his dad to tend a stall in a food court. He cleaned the table and collected the used bowls and plates. He even pulled a pail full of used bowls to wash it. I don't know whether he's washing them or not but I saw him pulling it to the back of the food court. I'm also quite sure that he was still in primary school. I know it’s bad to say this but I do feel sorry for that boy. I mean, I didn't have to do that when I was small. I used to have maids to do all the things for me.

Then we learned about poverty in school. I looked at lecture notes and was amazed and shocked that HALF of the world population lived on average of US$2.50 a day! it is a very HUGE number of people living in poverty and you know how difficult it is to get out from that vicious cycle. I was like, God why is there so many problems in this world? Why is there so many people suffering? What can we do to help them? I can do anything much. I'm just ONE person here. To make changes to the world, each and every one of us has to take part in it. I can't change the world by myself. I feel sorry to these people but what can i do for them? I, myself sometimes feel that I'm so miserable here. Sigh.

And just now when I was in the bus, heading home from shalini's house, I saw a boy standing there with a grown man which I suspect to be his dad (though they don't look alike). The both of them just kept quite throughout the journey and when the boy started to move his hand, I just realized that they are using sign language to communicate with each other. I was really shocked at that point of time. I seriously didn't expect that at all. I just feel blessed to be who I am today. I know, I'm not some kind of superstar or someone who has achieved something great in life, but when you look at those people that are not so fortunate than us, then you know how grateful you should be for being who you are.

You might say that I'm just being crazy and too emotional on these things. Most of you might not have noticed all these small things that you see around you. but believe me, you should have. then you will learn how to appreciate life and know how precious it is.

Stop looking and dwell on your weaknesses. Look and appreciate your strengths and use it. You will then realize how good and unique you are.

Well, I just hope that the world will change and hopefully there'll be more "good" people in this world. And I'm sure God will do something about it too. Amen.

Let's change the world.

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HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to my dearest MOM!!! X)

Thanks a lot for the loves and cares that you gave me! I love you so much and you are the best mother in the world! You too dad! Love the both of you lots and lots! Thanks a lot for taking care of me. I'm very grateful to have the both of you as my parents. I just love my family so much! You guys are awesome! Once again thanks mom! Thanks dad! I love you all!!! XD

Thank You God for everything! :)
1:29 AM;

N Who I am

Laurencia Arlany
26th April 1992
Seventeen
Serangoon Junior College
1S14'09-2S12'10
Ping Yi Secondary School
101-201-303-403'08
Future Teacher & Musician

"Children are born with wings, Teachers help them fly."


N Wishes of Mine

To be the best that I can be
To make my parents happy :)
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To do well in A Level
To become a TOP student
To excel in things I do
To be a Teacher and a Musician


N Loves Here

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Everyone! =)
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My keyboard
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N Resolutions for 2010!

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